PTSD a ghost of myself

PTSD a ghost of myself

 

I am here now but in a blink of an eye I relive yesterday.

I am always on alert watching and waiting.

Out of the blue will emerges a horrific unwanted scene, I can’t bear.

My mind freezes, allowing nothing to pass without being analyzed, it forgets all reality of the here and now.

My body shakes as I relive the horror, see the sights, hear the sounds and smell the smells.

Every noise makes me jump, starting my heart into a mad panic, sweating, in my mind I am running running…

I am in my body but I am no longer a part of it.

To others I appear as myself but I am haunted.

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