PTSD a ghost of myself
I am here now but in a blink of an eye I relive yesterday.
I am always on alert watching and waiting.
Out of the blue will emerges a horrific unwanted scene, I can’t bear.
My mind freezes, allowing nothing to pass without being analyzed, it forgets all reality of the here and now.
My body shakes as I relive the horror, see the sights, hear the sounds and smell the smells.
Every noise makes me jump, starting my heart into a mad panic, sweating, in my mind I am running running…
I am in my body but I am no longer a part of it.
To others I appear as myself but I am haunted.